I really was in love with a guy and he knew it. I never expressed this because I knew he would’ve never said “Yes”. Once when we were talking about ourselves, I said something indirectly which hinted my interest in him. I never had enough guts to tell him directly as I was afraid of rejection. He pointed out all the House of pains fine malt lyrics Irish St. Patrick’s day shirt and I love this good qualities in me and said that he would never want to lose me. And he never looked at me in that way. “Currently I’m not interested in relationships. Otherwise something definitely would have happened between us.” But after some days, when he saw me with a girl, he started asking me continuously about her. He wanted me to introduce them to each other. Basically he wanted me to be a mediator. Over time, it became really annoying. Whenever we used to talk, he used to inquire about her. I hated it . (Yeah I was jealous.) He gained information about her from all his sources and figured out that the girl is really immature , self obsessed and dumb. People talked negatively about her. And yeah, it made me really sad. I spent many nights crying. It’s really difficult to let go of genuine feelings. At the time, because of him I thought maybe I’m the one who is not good enough. Later on I realised that there was nothing wrong with me. The guy was obsessed with pretty girls even though he himself was not handsome. I moved on. I was someone who would’ve done anything and everything for him to make him happy, and he didn’t even bother to give me a chance, because he thought I’m not as beautiful as other girls that he could get.
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